Without you, we never would’ve known what beauty there is in 'broken', or what 'broken' is to beauty. How one can only exist without the other for so long.
What we typically perceive as self-sabotage is actually mystery helping us blow up this matrix and kill our inner demons and the power they have over us.
What I was feeling, all that emotional pain, would allow me to get to know, love and accept myself more and to also have greater compassion for others.