If it feels too big or too raw or like the feelings might overwhelm you, reach out to work with someone who can help you hold that container initially.
Within each life cycle, when our cellular matter is reborn, at the very center of everyone is pure Godly love. And our business is to find it, every time.
We confuse the Dark Feminine or the Dark Mother with the shadow side of the Mother archetype because culturally we deny that there is a shadow side to it.