Though generally the word has a modern context of a person’s unspoken charm or passion, and indeed, my father had those qualities, Lorca’s meaning applied to me.
In shock, I glanced at her and took a sip of my wine. “Thank you for apologizing, Mom. But I’ve already forgiven you.” And it was true. I had forgiven her.
My parents had planned on getting an abortion with my little sister because she was the third daughter conceived and my grandparents grieved over this.
That December, the stark Northern landscape offered a visceral draw for me... I was enticed by its barrenness... It felt comforting -- simple, spacious.