The anger I felt was frustration at my unhappiness, my perceived inability to do anything about it, and that terrible feeling of being stuck and helpless.
You’re thinking about how you just want to be seen. And heard. By someone you care about, who cares about you. But it’s all part of it. All the lonely nights that add up, until you meet the one who doesn’t make you feel lonely.
And so, dear wisp of energy that is my daughter, I want you to know that I think of you often. I imagine how old you’d be, what you’d be doing in your life.
"I’m ugly, fat, old. I’m not successful. I’m smart. I’m stupid. I’m special." I'm sending these thoughts back to the patriarchy with no return address.
Waltz right on over that rainbow bridge and into being the solution for a world on spiritual life support. You are oxygen to an air-starved circumstance.
My Dad, a thread -- a protector, a young soldier, and a Soldier of Life. All of those veteran ancestors who came before our Father and Mother are threads.